where the fuck am i

Im 22 and Im lost
I created this blog to help me find my place in the world

well.. where do i even start? I guess if I want to find myself i need to be honest which is going to be a little hard since I have been living in the wonderful world of denial for quite some time now, its pretty awesome but the real world is coming at me quick and I need to do something about it.

Alright so I'm guessing to find myself I am going to need to be able to face my life and the decisions ive made and the thoughts adn feelings that i've pushed way way way down.. in a locked box.. at the bottom of the ocean.. with giant boulders blocking the way. wow this is going to be hard but shh ok i can do this. I will just do this slowely, chip away at the boulders slowely, deal with my suppressed issues one by one and hopefully then begin to disscover the who the fuck i am so i can get on in this life caz its passing by really fucking fast.

Anyways for today I am going to research some self-improvement stuff and get some ideas on how to begin this whole find myself bullshit.